Sometimes I just feel like I’ve come up against one of the Great Walls of Life. And it’s cool, it’s fine, find a different path ‘cause this one’s blocked and keep going. Except I don’t. I can see other people passing me, switching lanes like it’s no biggie and it’s not except I can’t seem to muster the energy to go around the wall. I kinda feel like sitting here. Just staring for a bit. And that would be cool too if there was like, something interesting or captivating enough to hold my attention and lookit I found something all by myself aren’t I special but there isn’t. It’s just a wall, and I don’t want to move.
I may sit down at some point. I’m kinda tired.
what if you were in bed tonight and you were really lonely and sad and you were lying with your arm hanging out over the edge of the bed into the darkness and just as you were going to sleep, the darkness reached out and held your hand
i made a thing
It’s just a show, they said. They’re just fictional characters, they said. None of this is real, they said. Well these emotions that I am feeling are very fucking real.
